Tearful Goodbye

Anastacia Woolery
Anastacia Woolery
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Published 2023-09-21
Dealing with very heavy emotions and sometimes what I can’t put into words, I put into music. This is one of those instances where my mind feels like the aftermath of a terrible storm. Like I’m looking around and there’s nothing left but tears and debris. How is it possible to feel every emotion at once and in the next moment...feel nothing at all. My soul feels as if it is trying to numb the pain leaving a shell of a person behind.
Saying goodbye can mean so many different things to different people. Whether it be mental illness that makes you feel like your spiraling out of control and you are saying goodbye to yourself and who you knew yourself to be as you feel yourself slipping, or perhaps saying goodbye to a friend or family member because of decisions they’ve made. Watching them walk away knowing things will never feel the same. Or perhaps it is goodbye to an idea that you put so much hope and effort into…you actually thought it could be something, only for those dreams to be crushed again and again. Whatever it is, know that you are not alone. There are people out there that understand what you are going through and are ready and waiting to help. Stay strong beautiful people! Hopefully the emotion I felt when playing this will help you to feel that you are not going through this by yourself. You are strong, you are loved and you WILL make it through this!!!

(This is the first take first draft no prior planning version. I just let the emotions flow as I felt them and this was the result.)
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