Its Really Hard To Forget Somethings

Sending you love and prayers and hugs. My daughter has been raising her 2 boys and trying to keep her head above water financially and emotionally since her ex-husband became a "woman", the world has become a very twisted, sad place..You have been terribly abused, you ran for freedom and you saved yourself!

i can completely relate. Ive had to turn off my heartache and pajn to escape the abuse instead focus on self care and boundaries...With out those 2 things id be in a really bad place. I focus the little energy I have on keeping myself in a better place for my health/sanity, but mostly for my fur baby's, also been trying to find joy in life again. Its not an easy path, healing and moving past abuse is so hard. I'm trying each day to find myself, lift myself up and find that person that used to be full of life, self sufficient...not so broken. Now im just putting all my energy into myself because i deserve it and i need it. I hope you keep working on your path to healing and keep yourself safe from those evil energy vampires. Hug yourself, that wasn't kool what happened in the store but at least you were able too get away. Its horrible that person/those people needs to be so cruel towards you. ❤ send you some strength, you got this and its ok to cry, its ok too be overwhelmed but then its time to get focused and stay on your path of healing and enjoying the day the best you can...if even just a little for that day.

I feel your pain it's so hard when it's your family that hurts you ,when you need there love and support ! Well you have mine❤

My heart goes out to you, my dear. You have a heart of gold. I can that, especially by the way your animals love you. You are empathetic and kind and that is why those abusers hate you. They sound like very malignant narcissists who made you the scapegoat. I understand your longing to be part of your family, but, honey, they will never change. My mother and her sister and nephew (especially the nephew) made me the scapegoat. He told a bunch of lies on me and started a smear campaign against me. My other first cousins believed all the lies and never gave me a chance. What I have learned is that these people, even my mother, were never family. Blood counts for nothing in these cases. You can never go back but that is a good thing really. You are away from their evil. You are safe in your van with your dogs and your new YouTube friends. You can and will make it. The prayers and love from many of your fellow survivors, including me, are with you. Family does not have to be blood related. God bless you. You are strong.💪 💜❤🐕‍🦺🐶🙏

I can relate so much with you it hits home . Being physical and emotional abuse I had lost myself for a long time

Your videos give me inspiration. One day at a time, healing continues. I've had a lifetime of extreme family trauma , yet here I stand. I'm a 73yr old work in progress 😊 thanks for all you share. Love and support hugs to you!❤

Sending love and a hug, I can relate in some ways, hard to talk about. Hope you find peace in the little things 😊

I wish you were on the same continent as me so you could visit our ranch with your van and dog!

Tu confianza es mi confianza sabes queda entre tu y yo sabes y te miró

So very sorry that you have been hurt so deeply, over and over again, Gaye. I just found your channel and have subscribed. I also am a nana who has suffered much abuse by my only son and his wife. This has happened in other areas of my life and often happens to very kind and unsuspecting people. Being the scapegoat plays out again and again. It has left me with PTSD and I would guess that is what you have as well. You can find out about roles we are put into by parents at a young age. I have found understand by trained professionals in person and on YouTube. Thankfully, we can learn at any age … to be cautious about whom we let into our circle. May God bless you, protect you and uplift you. Love from Ontario Canada. ❤️🇨🇦🙏

Sending you and the pup Lots of Love from Louisiana ❤

I’m a new Aussie subscriber x I want to move into a van to heal after losing my mum and daughter tragically in October 2016… nothing wrong with living in a van xx wish I could give you a hug… focus on the now, be present. We can’t change the past… 🙌🏻

You are such a lovely lady , stay strong , time heals and domination, control , abuse physical, mental, emotional , manipulation, intimidation is not the will of 'GOD' but it is of the devil . The Lord bless you and keep you safe and give you peace . Love your little dogs , playing in bed , so sorry about your budge , the wicked shall perish. Lots of love

❤ Prayers, Much Love ❤ And Happiness ❤ Alway Be With You.

Sending prayers and good vibes your way may you find peace of mind ✌️

So sorry Gaye, I am Nana to a 3 and 3 1/2 year old boys. Unfortunately my son is separated from his wife. He is staying with me right now so my grandson is with us from Friday afternoon till Sunday night. Every time I hear him call me Nana my heart just swells up. I do not get along with his mother and I do not keep any contact with her. Just yesterday I had to go to the UPS Store to return something and I thought I saw her walking into the same store. I debated whether or not to go in and soon realized it wasn't her. I know that feeling unfortunately and I'm very sorry you have had to deal with so much abuse. She verbally abused me in a way that nobody in my 61 years of life ever has. You are so right those kinds of things are hard to forget.🤗💐

I wish I could wrap my arms around you and give you a big ole hug cause sometimes that’s what we need to know everything will be okay.

Hello lovely lady. I walk a similar road. I feel it all. My brother's last gift to me was asking me to wait for him at the hospital until he arrived as mum had just died. After hours of waiting he lived 10 mins away he told me my dad wasn't my dad, he'd died 5 days previously! 23 years later i still wonder about that low blow as I will never know the answer. Your relationship with your birds was amazing, upset me to think he used them as a tool against you too. X

I'm very sad that you don't have your birds. I hope you can oversome your challenge. You are not alone.

Dear Gaye. A new Aussie follower here. I feel your pain (obviously in my own way). You have touched my heart (and many others) so very much. How people can hurt others (family, life long friends and those we have cared for and loved) is so very confusing. Healing Trauma is hard. I will watch ALL of your videos. So far they have touched the core of my being. You have so much wisdom to impart. If I could hug you I would. However, I offer love to yourself and others, on our individual journies. To a very beautiful, and sincere Human Being. Thank you for sharing. Deb X