best of øneheart, antent, reidenshi, tilekid, knonzzz | ambient music mix

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A couple of days ago, I was at home and preparing for exams. I lay down on the sofa to rest for a while. And the moment I lay down, I forgot about everything. The sun was shining from the window, illuminating my room and warming me, from the slightly open window I could hear the distant laughter of children playing outside, and the fresh May air was blowing. I forgot that I have an exam in a month. I forgot that any problems exist in my life. It was the best 5 minutes of my life.

I am a $u!c!d@l person and I have been trying to overcome this for 4 years without any family or medical support. This and similar playlists and the grateful words of people in the comments make me look at life more meaningfully and remind me that there is still something in life that I should hold on to even though I am in my early twenties. I hope you never forget that no matter what age you are, even tomorrow can be completely different from where you are now, and if you are still alive, there is hope, it means that the thing that keeps you alive has plans for you. note: Endless thanks to everyone who supported I hope you get the same support you give may Allah Muhammad and Jesus be with you.

1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Edit: Hey guys, to clarify the comment, my friend sent it to me days after my grandmother's death since when she died I had depression and always keep, and have you in mind that temporary felings are not resolved with permanent actions.

The thing is- we're depressed, but we're telling other depressed/suicidal people that they're beautiful and worth it but we can't tell ourselves that.

to anyone who feels depressed, or su!c!d@l or in any bad state just want you to know that i send my prayers to you for your wellbeing. it'll get better, i promise. life's definitely worth it, even if it feels like you have nothing to live for, keep fighting, it'll all pay off in the end.

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏

To the person reading this, I wish you a life filled with calm, success, and good health always.

To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!

I can just tell you im very sick. I've been very sad bc i will have to watch my family cry from above. Its just heartbreaking to even think about but it is what it is. I only have a few days to live and i hope you guys remember me later❤ Goodbye and may u never be sick like me❤

I can’t stop listening to this band. It’s like they took everything post punk/80s goth and blended it to the present. Dreamy.

God always gonna be with you

I know that most wont see this, but i have to thank every one in the comments. I might have attempted taking my life, but you have all made me see the good through the bad. And how if i did that, i would hurt others more then me. I started crying just reading these comments. Ive been through so much, and i cant afford to lose it. I just hide behind a mask of making others laugh to make myself forget about depression. I hope this can help others in ways you have all helped me.

thank you for support 💙💙💙

To those who are listening to this audio just remember tough times make strong people. God still has hope for everyone of y’all 🫂

For those who don't know, this beautiful music was created by a 17 year old Russian boy, which amazes me how such a young soul can express the beauty of the Universe so accurately and mesmerizingly ❤

- these types of sounds get me in a happy, inspired, emotional, relaxed state it’s nice

I'm leaving this comment here hoping one day I find myself back here thinking all the late nights ended up being worth it. School is so hard on the mind and the body.

To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words but spread them and copy paste

this feels like, being in a memory. a distant memory, and you're in it exploring the memory by third person. seeing yourself enjoy life with your loved one, and you don't want to get out of the memory because you miss them, realizing you will never live your life with them again.