Problematic - If I Were Happy (Official Music Video)

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Published 2023-11-21
Problematic - If I Were Happy (Prod. By Trunxkz Beatz)


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Beat Produced By: Trunxkz Beatz
Mixed & Mastered By: Adam Lewis
Production Manager: Cindy Nguyen
Production House: Net Creative
Director: Lê Anh Tuấn
Producer: ChuoiChunChin
A.D.: Mộc Lê Thuỷ Tink
P.A.: Lê Thuý Châu
D.O.P.: Trịnh Quang Linh
Focus Puller: Lê Việt Anh
AC: Sơn Nguyễn
Makeup: Nguyễn Thanh Huyền
Props: Tân Taiyo
Rental House: Eclips Pictures
B.T.S.: Đặng Minh Khuê
Editor: Ngô Thuỳ Linh
Colourist: Trịnh Ngọc Thanh Tâm
Casting: Vy Giang
Cast: Kelvin Levon, Ali Quang Khải, Anna, Shasa



Problematic - If I Were Happy

Verse 1:

Let my emotions get the best of me I don’t
address em’
You hear my story would’ve swore I was broken record
Burned all my bridges when its probably time to go rebuild em’
I wanna set a good example for my future children
My insecurities the reason why I feel abandoned
You give me happiness but I know that it won’t be lasting
I get a glimpse of it and then my whole world come down crashing
I’ve been through so much in my life that you could not imagine
My heart is fragile don’t you play with it it’s not to mess with
Wish I could look at you and say that I was optimistic
If I need help I guarantee I wouldn’t open up
God you have saved me but I need to know I am enough
I gotta let my guard down or I’ll forever suffer
This rain cloud follows me and till this day it still does hover
I’m way too hard on myself expectations like no other
A part of me that bothers me I got it from my mother

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy

Verse 2:

I’m tired of making these excuses on a daily basis
We all want comfort if it’s unfamiliar will escape it
So many mistakes I have made I wish I could erase em’
But it made me who I am today I should be thankful
Let’s just be realistic
This life is too precious
To waste away but I’m still dealing with internal stresses
I often fantasize on what it would be like
If I was happy and I didn’t have a petty side
These strong beliefs that I behold are truly damaging
Maybe things are not as bad as they appear to be
I’m locked in prison yet I am the one that holds the keys
I had to reach a point of failure so I could believe

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy


Bridge:

I can’t explain how I feel right now so I have to spill it out on the page
I’m sorry if I disappoint and let you down wish it didn’t have to be that way
I’m so lost I won’t lie
Happiness the only thing that been on my mind
Another year gone
Time goes by
Same old me it’s a sad alibi

Chorus: (Repeat x1)

My heart keeps growing colder
Distant as I get older
I can’t imagine who I would be
If I were happy

All Comments (21)
  • @mikitayoung3884
    One of the most deepest songs you've written 😍 I relate to this song so much. Growing up, my life felt ruined, I never left, loved, and felt alone!! Your music is saving my inner childhood! We are warriors, and we will beat this fight ❤️❤️
  • @zarexjaeger2800
    Yet another song that hits home. I feel like I'm either the catalyst for everything going wrong or anything even remotely good happens, it gets replaced by something negative in the snap of a finger which has gotten worse growing up
  • @user-gs4ws1vf5u
    I wish I could find someone to listen to what lyrics I hold deep in that need to be put out there this is real and depression and being scared to be alone etc is something the world is now realizing is something we all need to be aware of and reach out to eachother and lift eachother up not let one another down or clown on eachother we as people need to quit being so distant and ask someone random how is ur day or hey everything will be okay smile jesus loves u a compliment per day will go a long way
  • Truly needed right now, always living in the darkness. With this song I can find comfort - thank you!
  • @Meshary-
    القوة وقت الضعف قوة 😮
  • @dustinhead9367
    Man iv been toxic for 19 years of my life. I'm struggling to be happy it's hard for me and extremely excusing for me. This song honestly is talking the truth. It's hard for me to see where I'd be if I where happy.
  • @filipgorski1048
    The day this song was released my father died, every single time I'm listening to this I always have tears in my eyes
  • @justindilger6996
    I can relate to this more then anyone could ever know. But the struggle makes us stronger, we must never give up, no matter how much it hurts!
  • @toddmetcalf5000
    I lost my father today 8 years ago and i am losing my mind and i put u music on and just scream in another room and cry u music helps me thru these days. Keep up the good work man. U dont relize how many times u have helped me with u music. Keep it up man
  • @ga_teg
    😞😫😫 as a struggling father with bipolar depression, I have noticed I have been becoming exactly this. After a childhood of abuse, my grandmother forget me before she passed, my other grandmother i watched and held her hand as she took her last breaths and my super hero grandfather whom he and my grandmother were the people whom stood by me in my worst years with addiction and got me clean for 14yrs now. Your music has helped me express my inner emotions and thoughts without having to talk. One thing I'm horrible at. 😢 THANK YOU..
  • @XBlazin_420X
    One of the deepiest songs ive heard in awhile. You never cease to amaze me bro. Live ypur music man keep it up. Your words keep me going alot lately. Losing my twin sister killed me beyond repair. Ask myself everyday where id be if i was happy
  • @tezzakenezza
    got me through alot bro can't thank you enough 🙏 💯 for your music
  • @TheNYyankees11
    Problematic your songs nails it on the head... Ive been to hell and back in my life after my momma was killed, 3 wks later my ex-wife and kids left me, the devil had me in his grips, i then tried suicide, then went to rehab for long time. I bounced back but times i still struggle. Ur words and music push me forward ty🙏