unwell in Austin

Madeline, your authenticity is needed in this industry!!! Thank you for being you, please never change for ANYONE!

Watching the interactions made me remember that feeling of being around people I do not click with and feeling like I’m just there and they’re the ones performing for everyone if that makes sense

The clip w her and Alix with the pasta was so awkward 😭 They’re so total opposites 😂😂😂

I think you’re homesick and you’re just not around people who bring out the best in you, this is relatable and people definitely resonate :) I hope you give yourself more grace

Wait same!! I feel so fake when I´m out with people or meeting new people at parties. It´s so annoying. It´s like I can´t be authentically myself although I´m in a comfortable situation. Then I try to force myself to be real but that´s just not real like yk :) Then I get so disappointed in myself for not being the way I wanted to present myself. Idk what I´m talking about.

Now that I watched this entire vlog I’m uncomfortable. These are not your people. And it’s okay. Because it’s why so many of us like you. Your tribe is out here.

i can tell you’re very empathic and sensitive to energies and its hard to regulate or even fully process your emotions but you’ll learn along the way im like that too

aw madeline🥺you’re definitely not alone in the way you’re feeling, meeting a bunch of new people in a new environment is so overwhelming especially if you feel like you have to be a certain type of way and want to show the best side of yourself. also seemed like you didn’t really have someone truly close to you there for emotional support when other people did. its a super intimidating environment to be in, especially if you’re struggling mentally. i couldn’t even imagine the journey you’ve done in just the last couple years, it’s intense and it would be weirder if it didn’t affect you. but i hope you know you don’t ever have to put on a show or be someone you’re not to impress anyone or be successful. you are here because you are you. and not being comfortable in all of these crazy and intense situations and sometimes feeling out of place is okay and you are not alone. i bet so many other people at that party felt the same way you did. you’re doing amazing and everything will work out the way its meant to. be kind to yourself and don’t put pressure on yourself to be someone you’re not because you think that’s what other people want or expect of you. it’s normal to feel a little lost and lonely sometimes no matter who you are, you’ll figure it out. i hope you feel happier soon but it’s also okay not to be happy all the time❤️ wish you the best x

i’ve never been able to put the particular emotion of ‘social sadness’, into words, but this is completely relatable thank you so much for your transparency & for letting us have a backstage pass into your world, we all love you so much Madeline!! ❤

as an awkward autistic girlie, I think it also might be about maybe making peace with the idea that it is difficult to come across as the person you want to be. and that is okay !!

that would've made me panic, ur strong for holding on LMFAO

you’re not alone madeline. all of your experiences that you’ve described are so relatable to me 💗

I don’t envy you. I wouldn’t want to be at that event or really around those people at all. Not because they’re bad, we’re just in different places. I’d have to be inauthentic to fit in and that would be draining.

I hope you get better, you literally deserve an Oscar for how relatable and helpful your content is, love you xx

Thank you for being so vulnerable you’ve made me feel so seen. I don’t have social anxiety either but when I’m around so many people who have really big personalities i tend to retreat as naturally I’m not a very loud in your face person, so amongst those people I tend to worry I’m being seen as boring, or not fun when that isn’t the case at all. I can imagine how difficult it would feel on top of all that being around people who supposedly know you and watch your content, that must be very overwhelming. But from what I can see from these clips you come across so down to earth, approachable and sweet. I would feel much more comfortable around you than anyone else in that room ❤

Madeline, you don’t have to be happy or have it all together for great content. You being vulnerable and real is what I appreciate the most about you and why I watch you. Love when you’re silly goofy but also love when you talk about the hard stuff and I feel like you’re saying things that I struggle to put words to!!!

YOU LITERALLY JUST PUT HOW I’VE BEEN FEELING INTO WORDS. thank you so much. Please continue sharing you as you. Your authenticity means so so much and honestly keeps me going.

I get pretty lonely living alone but listen to you on my days off, at my busy hospital job, and when I get home some days and you help me feel so comfortable and like a best friend. I could listen to you talk forever haha. I love the way you analyze things and your awareness and interpretations are so comforting and freeing. Your rawness and imperfectly perfect such beautiful human personality is such a blessing. You are a true gem Madeline and I hope you embrace yourself💞Love you🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

Alex, Alix and Remi? My love, these are so very clearly not your people nor your vibe. You are so much more authentic, dynamic and interesting. You’re swimming in a sea of beyotches trying to one up each other to appear the coolest or most outgoing. You will feel the way you do when you’re not matching energy with the people you’re surrounding yourself with. ❤

I absolutely relate. I tend to feel a ton of good energy being around others, it’ll make me feel somewhat better but then the loneliness I feel even when I’m surrounded by tons of people is exhausting & nauseating. I feel unwell because it has nothing to do with anyone but myself, weird but wholesome feeling. Love these videos!! ❤️