I'm fine, but I'm not ok | [free audio]

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U know that moment u want to cry but u can't? As if you're internally crying but can't even shed one single drop of tear? That, that's my exact feeling right now.

Some people ask, "Are You Okay?" My question is, "do you really care?' All I've said was lies, in my entire life

Someone: "What's wrong?" Me: "Nothing, I'm just tired." We've all made that excuse too many times

“It’s just your body without your soul” that hit me hard.

The day : smile The night: cry Well,this is my routine.

mom/dad: why don’t you ever talk about you’re problems? my mind: you judge my mind: you will tell me that’s it’s not a big deal my mind: you tell me i’ll be okay me: i don’t have any.

We're all just suicidal people telling others suicide isn't the answer.

I know that feeling.. sometimes you just want to cry so badly but you can't shed even a single teardrop.. it just doesn't come out even though you want it badly

Friend: how are you My mind: they don’t care My mind: they will judge you My mind: forget them Me: I’m fine

Damn!!!! It's like she stole my feelings and wrote it down! 💔 Dear, the one reading this, hold on, pain ends. it's not gonna be there forever. I know for me it's been more than a year and a half. I'm still the same but didn't stop fighting, the inner thoughts, the negative comments and my demons. that's all a part of life, and we all have to survive through it. just hold on, you can, we can make it through. with loads of love. <3 <3 <3

Sometimes, me and inside of me talk about this. "Hey, are you not tired?" "Tired of what?" "Tired of pretending." "Of course I'm tired but I just can't stop and tell them that I'm not okay." "Then why?" "Because I'm scared." "Scared of what?" "Scared that they don't care about what I'm saying and scared that they will think me as attention seeking, drama queen, or etc." "Yeah, you right. It makes sense."

“are you feeling alright?” they ask “what’s wrong?” they wonder “what do you feel?” they say it feels like i’m drowning. but I can see everyone around me breathing.

This hit me so deep, especially the ending. I say this to everyone. “Don’t worry about me. I’m fine.” I guess I never realized though that I wasn’t okay.

Me: Im depressed mom Mom: Its just your puberty edit: thanks guys for the likes. i love u all❤️

I've become so good at pretending I'm okay and everything is fine, that sometimes I convince myself of all of it.

YouTube 2017 - no YouTube 2018 - not yet YouTube 2019 - lets put this in ppl’s recommendations to make them even more depressed

Me:*had a panic attack and is crying* Mom:*laughs* Sister:*laughs* Brother:*laughs* Later on Mom:what's wrong Me:nothing Mom:bull, what's wrong Me:nothing! Mom:ok your sister is out of the car, what's wrong! Me:NOTHING Mom:OH BULL, what's wrong! Me:I SAID NOTHING! Mom:ok then In my mind:I wish I could tell her but she'll just laugh again

I told my freind about my drepression.i cried. She laughed. "Youre gonna be fine" she says "Get out if your bed" she says "Stop being rude to me" she says "Fine. Lets just stop being friends"...she says..... Dont feel anything. Im numb. Not important. People are not helping. Im just 10... Cant handle this. Im not okay.

Friend : hey how are you? My mind: everythings fucked up..every day seems to be getting darker and darker..everythings so blurred and emotion isnt what it used to be like 6 years back when i was a little kid that didnt have problems or at least..i didnt see stuff in that perspective back then..you know everytime i look at the railing of the balcony i wanna jump..jump and get relieved from all this shit..suicidal thoughts and self harm because i fucking hate myself..some people call me "cute" and shit like that but it doesnt matter since i dont see it.. My mouth: im fine