stop wasting time.

this really spoke out to me, i’ve been telling myself i’ll start so many things but i always waste my days in bed or just locked in on school

how do you dynamically start acting like other people act normally? that's my issue, I'm a emo, but I do not look emo cuz it makes me feel uncomfortable to my relatives and the society that knows me already, I was always totally average and normal, never had the guts to start dressing alternative, now I'm 23, I haven't succeded as a normal average human being, I wanna start being alternative but I find it impossible, I hate so much when people ask me "oh why did you change?" or "wait what are you doing? why are you dressing like that?" and so on, even if it's my own mom, it destroys me inside and I know it's all bullshit I can just tell her this is how I feel good, but my brain is wired to stop me from changing but because of those thoughts, also the fact that even if I change, how can I just meet random emo people and dynamically start acting like them? makes me think they are going to make a joke bout myself, I just care too much about what others say, the problem is that I can't fix it by saying "I do not care what people think"

How do you move on from small, insignificant things that i somehow can't get out of my head? I don't know what's wrong with me, but I think it's probably just bad OCD. I can't stop feeling anxious and annoyed evertime things aren't perfect or the way i want them to be. Even mistakes i made in the past will not leave me. I'm stuck in an endless loop...

damn bro thank you so much i been so down this past month and this is what i needed to hear. what a gem

this video is strong. words like these really help, you earned a subscription from me.

thank you for this video

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