An Open Letter To My Fellow Toxic Man *Emotional*
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Published 2020-06-28
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Lyrics:
To My fellow toxic man I completely understand/
What it's like to always feel the need to have the upper hand/
And to blame your girl for everything that you're doing wrong/
Pushing her away but not enough to where she's moving on/
You just wanna see how far you can take it/
She has some confidence but you know that you can break it/
Draining all the love inside her heart until it's truly vacant/
she only stays cause she prays for you knowing that you're too complacent/
You're too impatient and don't wanna do that inner work/
You'll just tell her that you did your best but that it didn't work/
She's become an introvert from all the shit you did to her/
Only when you think about those nights does it begin to hurt/
You're somebody that you hate to be/
always busy chasing things that you lost yourself along the way it seems/
Remember when your parents acted out and they screamed?/
Well you're repeating the cycle doing the same thing/
And that's what happens when your family's disfunctional/
& Love was rarely there but the fights were always punctual/
So the love you felt at home, was all that you've ever known/
But there's a whole other side to it that you've never known/
Love is not a list of rules that are set in stone/
That you give your girlfriend to follow when she's left alone/
I know what it's like to wanna have complete control/
Fuckin blacking out and letting all that anger eat your soul/
Having every single partner always thinking that your ruthless/
And you don't have excuses you just don't know why you do this/
But looking back insecurities is what it was/
I felt that if she left it would mean I'm not enough/
But I know that it's the demons in my head I needa slaughter/
Not anybody else it's my self I need to conquer/
& I had an ephinany that left me truly bothered/
I yell just like my father/
In that very moment I realized I need to change me/
Cause I don't wanna be the fuckin man who's always angry/
Accusing her of cheating because I'm the one who cheated/
& Saying that I love her but I make her feel defeated/
See I wanted to learn how to show her she was needed/
And love her every damn day not just when it's convenient/
& I'ma tell you something that I wish somebody said to me/
Not being a controlling man, will actually set you free/
Fight your demons I mean every single one/
For the times they held you back and never let you see the sun/
Because it's all up to you who you potentially become/
And by hearing this you've already mentally begun/
I am proof you can be a better version of yourself/
You just gotta put the work in and start searchin in yourself/
& It's not gonna be easy but you know what you need to do/
To my fellow toxic man, I believe in you/
All Comments (21)
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Yo yo what's up Broken People Family! I hope you enjoy the new song and it impacts you somehow. Fellas listen to this with an open mind and ladies share this with every man you love!! P.S.: Lyrics are in the description!
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This guy is incredible, guided by a higher force.
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That feeling when he's addressing a fellow toxic man, but you feel he's talking directly to you as a woman. Great song as always my man <3
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Sad to think I'm not the only one living this reality, listened to this 10 times as it describes me almost exactly. Day by day as I find myself I am getting rid of this toxic man inside me, one day I will be free!!
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Fuck.... just fuck!!! I sat here and thought to myself, "how am I toxic, I don't think I am". Than this played..... wow, I cried deeply like I lost a part of me, which I did. I pushed and cheated on my ex gf I always told her I did my best and never worked out, I put her down instead of helping her become someone special, &... I truly now understand how awful I was. I'm sorry Courtney... I don't deserve you and you leaving me was a damn wake up call. Fuck drinking my sorrows of self pity, fuck making excuses for my own stupid actions of not wanting to even try, I'm sick of this and these demons within myself I will conquer! I thank you so much for this song my dude, so nothing but blessings to you and everyone out there. I do hope someone who's in a relationship doesn't make the same mistakes I've made or the homie Grimlin did. I say, appreciate what you got before it's gone.
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I lost the love of my life because I was afraid to get close so instead I pushed her away without me realizing it and when I decided to finally love she had moved on . She did everything for me . She loved me right. She saved me. But I destroyed her. And now I’m lost. But I wish her the best in everything . She deserves way more then what I ever did. To the one that got away 💙
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this is literally the song that makes me want to sit on a mountain, watching the sunset, and cry
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This song made me realize I’m toxic and I need to make a change don’t wanna be like my father.
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Wtf his lyrics are unbelievable, htf has he not blown up the charts ffs.... Every song is so real, so raw.. 💯❤️😢
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I try my best to treat the girls in my life right, but this song inspired me to try even harder and do even better!!!
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This needs to go viral, I hope every man has a chance to listen to this 🙏
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As an artist and a fellow toxic man in the past - I can't respect you enough. Can tell your doing a lot of inner work bro, keep going!
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“I had an Epiphany that truly left me bothered i scream just like my father” left me in goosebumps and hit different, how do you know what I am going though like every song you release is when something has got me really bothered and you heal me with words and help me not feel so alone and I really appreciate it man please don’t stop #gremlin #broken people
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This deadahh opened my eyes. How I was raised with my father cheating and abusing my mom both mentally and physically☹️. Sometimes I see things in me like I saw in my father and it hurts me cuz I don’t wanna end up like him
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I just got teary eyed listening to this holy shit. My ex was so toxic, manipulative and abusive and listening to this is like being validated and heard. Thank you 💕
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I can relate- as a woman. Your words are deep and real.💯
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“Remember when your parents acted out and they screamed? Well you’re repeating the cycle and doing the same thing.”
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All the people who disliked are the people who do this and hurt others dont be that person it really isnt worth the pain you give and receive
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I actually relate to this song a lot because this was actually me a few years ago and it took a lot for me to realize what I was doing and by the time I did I had already lost someone really important to me I wish more of us guys can take a look at ourselves and see what we're doing to our own lives and to others by being this way Thank you Gremlin for being an inspiration to us and helping us learn a better way to life
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This guy here is a 🐐 His rap is the reality 🖤
