BACK TO SCHOOL: packing + getting ready for senior year at harvard

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Published 2021-09-08
hi guys !! we're going back to college !! wow !!

this is a lil vlog of my last week of summer: spending time with my grandparents at their home (and practicing my nonexistent golf swing), goofing around with my brother, packing for college, and phone calls + other prep for transitioning from over a year and a half away to now back to harvard for senior year. all a bit overwhelming. there will be tears !! there will be chaotic laughter !! there will be aesthetics !!

trying to be a bit more real and vulnerable — showing the dips as well as the highlights. scary stuff for me but i love u all sm and can't wait to see what you think xx

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black and tortoiseshell 90s glasses: amzn.to/3he22uT
green retro glasses: amzn.to/2X0fhIS
black tie top: amzn.to/3n8MGM2
favorite claw clips: amzn.to/3he2iKn
portable charger: amzn.to/3C76X99
packing cubes: amzn.to/3l2ItGV
read for the plane: amzn.to/3tmZwr0
new favorite beach read: amzn.to/3h9UUPZ

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All Comments (21)
  • @user-yt9ge3ry1f
    Really admire you being honest about your reality Sienna, because I was always envious of how perfect your life is. It's comforting to know we all go through it. Sending you positive love and vibes.
  • @IreneAhmed
    I'm so sorry you're going through all that you're going through. But know that there's so many of us that love everything you do. We see how hard you work to be were you are! Sending hugs 🤗
  • @talitacervi1123
    It's so good to see you sharing vulnerable and real moments! I found myself feeling really bad about my life because of all perfect lives of the influencers I follow and I then I watched this video! Thanks for that ❤
  • Hunny, as I watched you telling us ALL you had to prep for in the next few days, I became overwhelmed! I started to comment , “Girl, if I had that much responsibility + life, I’d curl up on my bed and cry”......Then you did. back space back space* back space* Any one watching you has to know that with all you have going for you, you have twice as much on your plate overwhelming you. There is always a price to pay for having the world by the ass. You pay it , take a deep breath and grab that ass again! I’m glad you’re able to share your vulnerability. It can be therapeutic. Pretending life is perfect almost becomes a duel existence. I’m so proud of you girl. I’m an old person... and you inspire me. I also know you’re human and it’s ok to break down once in a while. This will all be worth it one day. Even if you decide to runaway and become an artist...never needing to mention your elite education. What you’re learning about YOU will make you stronger, wiser, more confident than any degree. ❤️
  • @dandelions333
    I believe in being just PERFECTLY IMPERFECT...that's what make us all unique and amazing...all with unique imperfections.... Sienna....you are one of your kind❤
  • Hi Sienna! I know it feels like about stress and anxiety but don’t worry 🧡 , I watch your video every single time and you inspire a lots of people, me include. You are beautiful person and very smiling. Live your life as best as you can 💕
  • @user-pd2wv5gx5d
    Hey Sienna, I really appreciate and admire your honesty and realness. I hope you feel much better now and I am convinced you will reach all your goals. Btw you're motivating me so much<3
  • We love you so much sienna and we're so proud of you for showing us that not everyone is perfect and its ok to just breakdown sometimes because life is really hard. We're always rooting for you gorgeous queen! You're so amazing <3
  • @layla9377
    Love how open you were about your vulnerabilities and I was very sad to see that you are dealing with (or you dealt with) an eating disorder, I understand you and I am sending you lots of strength. Remember to never be afraid to ask for help if you need to! You are an incredibly successful woman and you should be proud of what you achieved but remember to let yourself enjoy life and have some me-time!
  • It’s so good to see this represented in a lifestyle type video!! You’re so inspirational, and this only adds to this. It’s so inspirational how you can share your struggles and be successful despite this. We are so proud of you Sienna!! ❤️❤️
  • I completely understand how you feel. I had a lot going on this summer and I was completely and utterly overwhelmed. I was struggling a lot and it felt like no one else understood what I was going through. So here's your reminder that you are not alone, even when life feels overwhelming. ❤️❤️
  • @ellajames4417
    Oh Sienna I'm so sorry that you're going through all of that. I've been watching your channel for about 2 years now and have seen you working so hard I didn't question how real everything gets sometimes for you. I completely understand the stress of going back to school because after my GCSE's I had 3 months off for summer and I realised that all of a sudden I was starting sixth form and was being thrown straight into school life again, I had to prepare for an audition too and my brain just couldn't process it all and I had multiple breakdowns. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and I'm grateful to know that this is normal and it too shall pass.
  • @coloranshi4316
    Since the time I have followed she has always given me the vibes of a perfect girl with a perfect family job collage . Not that I hate it I still loved her but today we saw the real Sienna Santer . And I love her even more ❤️✨
  • @papag1001
    Nothing wrong with a good cry to allow your daily stress out, i know you have a lot on your plate since you started college, traveling the world to study and explore, your hard work and determination will take you to heights where you can hold high positions in what ever you choose to do, Hawaii is proud of you!
  • @fanofflight200
    “I got so used to bottling everything up for so long until eventually I just break.” I can relate to this. I was very stressed during the first few days of school and you do not know how many nights I cried myself to sleep (lol). But school wasn’t the only reason why I cried so often, there were other things bothering me too. I’m okay now and I want to let you know that everyone in the comment section loves you. So stay strong and you will overcome it! ❤️❤️❤️
  • @darkoshmarko
    Sending you some love girl - I admire you so much and appreciate you being vulnerable with us. SO many of us are dealing with the same emotions and it’s reassuring to know we are not alone - YOU are not alone! You’re smart, strong, kind, and driven. Wishing you all the best! ❤️❤️❤️
  • I love how real and honest you were! Thank you for showing that just because you don’t see someone behind closed doors doesn’t mean nothing is going on. And just know there are so many people who love and support you and are going through the same and know how you feel💕
  • @angelakate9922
    I feel you so much. Cause i also breakdown sometimes and cry whenever things became so heavy on my chest. My last breakdown was when i was so tired doing my school work nonstop for like 5 months (March to July), i was tired and drained emotionally, mentally, and physically. And my family stuff and anxiety add up to that tiredness. I ended up crying just to let that heavy feeling out. I believe it's healthy to let our selves cry , it helps lessen that heavy feeling on our chest. And it's always important to believe that everything will be alright, cause it will really going to be alright.
  • As a long time subscriber, watching you grow over the years and growing with you I’ve watched you pick up more and more responsibilities. What you are feeling and experiencing is so valid, but we are all here to support you ♥️
  • @alifyaphalasiya
    I appreciate your transparency to next level....it must have been SO hard to share this part of your life with the world. Salute to you + I really love your videos and am so inspired by how hard you work. Sending lots of happiness and love your way 💌