Saturn Retrograde in Pisces 2024 - 2nd Decan Ruled By Cancer; Healing Family, Father Soul Growth

I don't tend to comment on these any more, for lots of reasons. The part from 33 minutes on is just profound. It's making me see blood pitch red, I feel like I could fight ALL THE WARS right now.... so I thank you for pointing me in to the darker parts of my shadow which clearly need evolving. We break the cycle by raising the octave to a new upward spiral. Your favourite 4° Pisces Rising has spoken. Everyone reading this CAN DO IT. You've got this. Keep on going.

OMG! I moved back to be with my family after 18 years of living 3000 miles away. My mother was emotionally and mentally abusive to me and I hoped to build a loving relationship with her as she is 83 and n July. I was only daughter of four. Almost a year after being back, I am looking for a pathway out and away. The abuse patterns are still in tact and I will never be accepted as part of the family which has all been manipulated by my narcissistic mother. The depression has to turned into anger and motivation to release the whole bunch and move on with complete closure. I am sensitive and the behaviors blow my mind. I am grateful for the clarity. It has been a terrible year but whatever my decision going forward is, will be made without any ties to the past and free from anymore abuse. The father: older brother.

Holy shit, this was insanely resonant and exactly what I needed to hear today! When you spoke of age 7 and recognizing when we are separate, I had to stop everything to go sit in the grass and sun with the dog and cry and tend to my little 7 year old self in that remembered moment I wasn’t safe or seen anymore. Also, I learned what a decan is today, thank you!

I don't normally comment either but i feel as though she is talking about my life. 😮

Molly I have Saturn in Pisces retrograde in my 7th house Nataly. I was that child that was told I’m to sensitive and got closed down from my narcissistic mother that used me for her emotional throw up bag. I didn’t even realize this until I was 50 years old now I’m 55. I have been diving so deep into astrology knowing about myself and others. I’m learning to embrace all the blessed gifts I came in with. ❤️

I can’t tell you how often I was told, “you’re too sensitive.” Today, it’s my super-power and I honor it, yet there is still some shame to be healed. Thank you for sharing this message.

Big Revelation this week: I had a spiritual mentor as a teenager who told me that I have to be careful not to believe my own press. And I took that to Hartwell. It is important to not see yourself as the person you present on the outside, but to embrace the dark and understand and love the darkness of yourself as well. At least that’s what I thought he meant. During these times I suddenly realize 50 years later was what he really meant: I hear you speaking as a very confident and strong young woman. Who fully understands who and what she is in this earth at this time. In order to control you, you will have to start believing what I tell you you are. Of course I didn’t get the message so I never did what he told me to do. And I always wondered what happened to him…

Wow! This really hit home. I always say to myself, "When I was 6, I knew exactly who I was." By the time I turned 7, I started to shut down because I learned that my emotions would get me into trouble.

As usual Molly you hit the nail on the head. I had a Dad that suffered from a narcissistic personality disorder. It was all about him. I didn't suffer materially, but I always felt he fulfilled his obligations, that's all. And whatever was done for me was thrown in my face years later. It wasn't easy. I always thought it was my fault, that there was something wrong with me, and then later in life, a therapist said to me, 'You have an abusive father.' I have gotten past the blame etc, and realize it was my path to forgive and let go, but at the same time, listening to you, I realize there is still a lot of sadness there.

I’m sitting in the car listening. Stunned, Floored at your description of my father; the public humiliation heaped on me as a child ate at my heart & soul. My moon is at 12 degrees of Pisces in the 4th. Yes, I’ve been feeling the energies you speak of. I get it even more now. Thank you, Molly. 🙏🥰

Amazing!!! This brought forth an early childhood memory. I had an imaginary friend, another little girl. When I tried to explain this to family, I was shamed horribly. It went on and on. If I did something wrong or incorrect, my brothers would scream in delight, "Guess you're gonna blame "----"! It was a mean joke, what had been joyful to me.

Well well well Prof M. My mother constantly told me I was overly sensitive. Ha. Yes. I was. And am again. 💪🏾

Always outdoing yourself Molly. This message bloomed like the fullest softest peony. Thank you.

This really resonated. Ive understood this for years, but listening to this and feeling the vibration of it...Wow, working on these issues for years, I feel like this is the last step on finishing it up on a deeper level.

I completely identify with this and you described my father to a T. I've spent all my life trying to get him to love me. He's only been able to show any approval when I was at my complete best and even then I had to take crude jokes on the chin however this past year, I've stopped wanting his love and approval and for the 1st time in my life, I love myself. I am confused by this message. I have saturn in pisces in the 12th. I have forgiven everyone who has hurt me and I have forgiven myself. I've always taken responsibility for my wrong doings. I got a reading from someone the 1st of the year that said they saw me moving and changing jobs this summer. At the time I couldn't even imagine that but 4 months have passed and now that's all I want and can think about. Chiron is squaring my sun and moon (sun in the 12th of capricorn and moon in cancer in the 4th) I'm literally taking time off from work to care for my mother who doesn't seem to want to physically try to get better so I can look for another place to live. I thought I would come across an opportunity for a new beginning somewhere else to at least begin something new away from all the drama of my family and now I'm being called back to reflect? ICK 😢

Wow, so spot on regarding the sensitive soul. My parents did not understand my sensitive soul. I was doing a meditation this morning and I came to a realization about all this. I have all my pisces in the first house and my sun and moon are in pisces. So yeah, I'm having flashes of all kinds of childhood memories and realizations.Good crying sessions too, and releasing it and understanding on the next level. So your chat here is profoundly spot on for me. Thank you as always Molly. Grateful. 😊🙏☮️💜🌊🌊🌊🌎

Saturn retrograde in Taurus rising house 1. NN Pisces. Just hit me today 6/ 10/24. Five month anniversary of my mom’s death. People pleasing version of me has to go. I’m not here to make other people happy. I’m wasting my time and energy. Nothing but an energy and time suck. Especially when nobody is concerned about whether I’m happy.

You were talking about my father and indeed it is one of the biggest pains that I have ever experienced. The unsafety that you feel in your body is unexplainable yet only understood by people who experienced the same. A man addicted to being seen as nice will leave you as "prey to the enemy" for his own safety. There is nothing more unloyal than that and yet most of the people value "niceness" just because otherwise if others are not nice to them they will feel unworthy themselves.

I am already working on this early June! I read Brene Browns new book and went back to the childhood toxic shame I carried and passed on to my children! Both parents were unavailable.. so accurate ! Your amazing!

That was amazing.... mum and dad the same.... welll... somewhat... ive saturn in cancer though.... 10, 11 house...nothing but lilith and some astoids in pices... got a 12th house venus, in leo... that was my dad.... mum is a capp, hardened... but it was dad that used me to look good... and snarl at my creativity, and emotion