PROCRASTINATOR

How much i love my children and grandchildren. Great video.

That i was there for my family. Hang in there Julie, you have a lot on your mind.

I want to be remembered for being kind and loving. I do not aspire to make some big splash in the World. All you have and need in life is found in your very own heart. Your walks really give you more than you think in giving you Peace in your heart to re-group and go on. HUGS DEAR LADY!

I love you family and friends like

I know what you mean, having the health issues I do. Constantly having to press the reset button when things don't go to plan. Last week I had the virus from hell & had to cancel two important appointments! I have to get re-referred to one, which means I will most likely have to wait until New Year to get another appointment for that one & the other is for a potentially very serious health issue (I don't want to mention it here). Then there's not expecting my healing from a toe surgery to be so slow & it getting worse before it got better! It just never stops! Reset, reset, reset! And it's inevitably much more difficult for you with work & family, etc. You're an awesome wife & mother! You family are blessed to have you. I wouldn't say you're a procrastinator, you have a lot on your plate!

Julie, I've been watching your videos for some time now, My heart breaks for you. But your time will come!! I don't have a life like yours but when you touch DANIEL and he smiles up at you my heart just jumps for joy and I get a real good feeling that put me though my day!! It's all about the love of family..........the rest you just try to do the best you can, and you truly have the love of your family..............and I know you very much miss Sarah she will be back and with you and the family.

Thank you my friend. Happy sunday :-)

Praying for you juile things will get better for you thinking of you

I can feel for you - I am no way in the position you are in and I can not even begin to compare myself to you but I suffer from major depression - there are many days I don't even get dressed and leave the house! I've been through all sorts of therapy and have not found it useful! My heart goes out to you! You have such a full plate of responsibilities that you can not let the depression take over maybe that's a good thing maybe not! But you are a very strong women and I admire you! Hubs

Don't be so hard on yourself Julie. 🤗

What I want the world to remember about me is I made it though times we were not sure I would and also that I made mistakes I. My life but I corrected it and I made a mends with myself and who ever I made up upset and so forth.Remember Julie you are a strong loving person,mom and wife. No one can take that away from you.You live for what is best for you and your family and yes it is ok to cry and yell and scream at life.

We all procrastinate about something...for me, it's submitting everything for taxes. Go figure. ;) My little man isn't medically fragile like your Daniel but I totally understand about feeling "stuck". No, I can't just "get a sitter"...it's "severe Autism'. No, I can't just run out to the store unless he's having a good day and "wants" to go. If he doesn't, then we aren't going. Lots of love and support to you. My depression and anxiety is really getting the better of me too right now. :(

the 9 to 5 sounds boring, you were able to say it off the top of your head in one breath. This vid made me cry. So glad to see Daniel!!! Many people go thru the same routine day after day and have prized possessions, but not even all that they can pay someone to be a genuine friend. THEY miss out on sharing very special moments that at the end of the day money can't buy and are truly important. You are a very attentive and creative person, not only that but kind, caring, tender hearted and compassionate. Continue to put God first and He will care for you abundantly! God bless you and I pray your having a great weekend HUGS!!!

I know how you feel right now. The world revolves around 9-5 people and people who can just 'get up and go' and those who don't understand just don't and they are the ones with the most advice about how to do it. It drains on you when you can't just jump up and do whatever, there has to be so much in place. Not just a nurse, but if you take Daniel along it's loading/unloading, not knowing if he will be fussy or need something. It's hard focusing on your future when you are worried about someone else's.

ring ring ring this is your wake up call:)

Hang in there Julie. i know i sound like a broken record but things are going to get better.

I know how you feel. I have some mental health problems. They have run my life for the past 13years. Schedules never work, because I don't know how my day is going to go. I never got to be a teenager, because my mental health took over my life. I've had times where I just want to be normal, have a normal life. God doesn't give us challenges we can't face, so I know I can get through this. I say this because I want you to know that you're not alone with the way you feel.