"I'm so OCD": the reality of OCD | Jayde Edgren | TEDxUBC

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Published 2023-06-12
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is a psychological disorder that is much more complicated than germaphobia or obsessive organization. People who suffer from OCD experience disturbing intrusive thoughts and compulsive behavior that inhibits their day to day lives. Why is it that OCD causes diagnosed individuals to question their identities and behavior? This talk by Jayde Edgren shows an example of how OCD can change someone’s life from one incident. As someone who was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder at the age of eleven years old, Jayde has been dealing with OCD for much longer. At the age of five years old Jayde’s OCD was triggered when she was accused by her father for saying something inappropriate. This inciting incident led Jayde to develop Homosexual Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (HOCD), the fear of the possibility of being gay, and Pedophilic Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (POCD), the fear of the possibility of being a pedophile. Despite her challenges Jayde managed to become a competitive dancer for four years, ran small businesses, and got accepted into the Faculty of Arts at the University of British Columbia. Jayde is now pursuing to transfer into the Sauder School of Business in hopes of making her dream of owning a real estate development company, come true. This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at www.ted.com/tedx

All Comments (21)
  • @zoep.2891
    She beat HOCD and then POCD came up. It seems, that OCD sufferers always need to be alert and watch out for OCD to latch on to something new. That illness is beyond horrible, but most non-sufferers don't understand.
  • @cb906
    she is incredibly brave for talking about these taboo topics that those of us with ocd feel shame about. i hope to talk publicly about ocd to bring more awareness to it, reduce the stigma and help others know about it so they can get treatment earlier. average time for people to get treatment is 17 years
  • @user-iz3de8jg7n
    This girl is so damn courageous. I’ve had similar experiences with ocd & I’m so grateful for her bravery & vulnerability cause this video honestly helped me a lot.
  • Very interesting talk. I too have been struggling with OCD for about 4 years now and it has made my life, well lets just say, very difficult to live. I miss the way i was before everything, before OCD. Its an every day struggle for me, but i am RESELIANT. i will persevere and continue fighting, i will not give up. when things get really tough, i tell myself, "i will heal, i will heal." and i keep on repeating that. for everyone who is struggling with this horrible illness: lets keep fighting, one day at a time, lets not give up. FIGHTING!!
  • @anthonystitt3052
    So brave - so honest - so real. She is a warrior. And I know this because I have OCD. Jayde, if you read this, please know how important this video is to people who have OCD.
  • This Ted Talk explained OCD so well. People usually laugh about what it, but it is very debilitating.
  • @3cheeseup
    I suffer from the same things. God damn she has balls talking about these topics in front of people 😮
  • @chang3227
    Been wishing for healing all through these years, it's truly very crippling many people won't understand.
  • @kristymarie6065
    This needs to be talked about. This was a great way to explain it. Ocd is so misunderstood
  • @Joeisreason
    i am so thankful for this womans bravery. i have been struggling with OCD all my life, even though i would read up on it and watch videos nothing has hit as well as validated my experience as much as listening to someone talk about the experience so candidly. thank you Jayde.
  • Thanks for being so transparent with what your OCD actually is. It helps break down the stigma, and also combats the stereotypes on how OCD is represented in media. Very well done presentation.
  • @Just_Ellie4
    As someone with OCD as a 15 year old in high school, I still found solace in this video and admire the speaker very much! Though it’s an incredibly difficult way to go through life, the small elements when it comes to perfectionism have been fairly productive in my life; yes, before I turn in a half page paragraph I need to re-read it for mistakes over 30 times. I keep thinking “well what if I missed something” and though it’s horrible on so many levels, I will admit it may be what gets me into an Ivy some day.
  • @jasontram7775
    Thank you for this. Watching it with my 10 year old son helped him understand that he isn’t alone in dealing with OCD (because anything I could possibly say would never have been enough).
  • @cucaracha9970
    I started crying too when she talked about the pocd, I almost killed myself for that bc I didn't have the tools to deal with that in that moment. I felt her pain, almost like she was brought back to that place of sorrow.
  • @erinwright3351
    As someone who struggled with OCD as a child, and still struggles with OCD personality disorder today (the two are distinct), I admire this woman so much. What an inspiration. Thanks, Jade.
  • @deborahjones3956
    Brave young woman! I commend her for sharing her story and educating us on several types of OCD. The world needs more of her brave types to speak up!