I wanted to Draw a Pretty Self-Portrait but I Failed. Here's why

Published 2023-03-05
I wanted to Draw a Pretty Self-Portrait but I Failed. Here's why.

Hello lovely people!

Another month passed and I finally finished my Head & face challenge for February. It was an intense one but also very gratifying to see how much progress I managed to make in only one month. When I started, I felt completely overwhelmed, not knowing where to start.

Honestly, Iโ€™d been dreading this topic for months just because I know heads are a complex subject to draw. Realistic and proportionally correct ones at least. But this art challenge of mine has a habit of proving me wrong in my negative and insecure thoughts. Because I have to push through and face it anyways, which helps me see that it wasnโ€™t so bad and scary after all hahaha.
I hope you enjoy this little philosophical video merged with my challenge and topic of the past month. Anatomy is next, which is even scarier because now Iโ€™ll have to start attaching limps to my heads and hands and all that.

But I shall persevere!! ๐Ÿ˜Š
Hope you stick around to see how that turns out.
You can also follow my progress and process a little more in-depth on my Instagram:
www.instagram.com/atravelerofworlds/

Before I go, a little reminder: Itโ€™s your details, your asymmetry, your uneven proportions and so-called โ€˜โ€™flawsโ€™โ€™ that make you beautiful. Not the glorified, painted faces society portrays. Those faces are altered, changed, fixed, and enhanced to fit into certain symmetrical and pained boxes to โ€˜please the eye of the masses.โ€™
Trust me when I say: the majority of people donโ€™t fit into these โ€˜โ€™prettyโ€™โ€™ boxes. It was the most obvious thing to me after drawing face upon face upon face the last month. And they are NOT what make you beautiful.
The word pretty is just a shallow description of what the eyes see.
Beauty is you: your heart, your soul, your being and yes, your face - that tells the stories of your life.
Ok, Iโ€™ll go now!

See you in the next one.
Much love and light, always!
- Frederike

Timestamps:
00.00 - 07:30 - The Challenge & Process
07:30 - The Self-Portrai

All Comments (21)
  • Artist, Storyteller AND Poet because your words are art!! ''Beauty lies in the scars, the blemishes, the uneven skin...'' Freddy, you sole my heart. As someone who has had acne all her adult life, my scars are all I have known for the past 9 years. It took me a long time to accept them and since I don't wear makeup is has been a long process to accept myself and not hide it. THANK YOU for this beautiful message. You are an earth angel!!
  • @FIVE-FOOTLyth
    The eye of this beholder sees beauty. Thank you Frederike ๐Ÿฅฐ
  • @SUPERGENKI
    Amazing upload my friend, enjoyed watching! Thanks very much for sharing! ^^ Greetings from Bangkok..... Thomas
  • Drawing Portrรคt is So Very Beautiful, Thanks for Sharing. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’–
  • @Rodaportal
    You may not have drawn the "pretty self-portrait" you wanted, but you created a masterpiece in sharing your story and reminding us that true beauty comes from within. Thank you for your vulnerability and inspiration! ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŒบ
  • What a fascinating commentary on the perception of beauty. Prettiness fades, and I find as I get older I find all those wrinkles and spots and imperfections in the skin to be truly beautiful. Like you say, they tell the story of who we are. I also enjoyed the Oop-moving! You are so considerate of keeping Oop's sunbathing. ๐Ÿ˜„ Have a great week my friend!
  • @HeyPainting
    My dear friend~ ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€Really nice sharing~ have a nice Sunday! ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€
  • @lilhemy1008
    Beautiful artwork and story.. Have a blessed evening my friend... big likes
  • @sarahrubyart
    Beautiful artwork and sharing!! Enjoy your videos , thank you very much!! Perfect drawing, beautiful sketch!! Have a great day!! ๐ŸŽจโค๏ธ
  • Lk 10, great video my friend, have a blessed week ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
  • @YennyCMorales
    You are so talented my beautiful friend, and your storyline is even more amazing! The way you connect your words with the story and pic showing at the moment it's so deeply touching ๐Ÿ’ž not sure how you do it, but it's a gift from God๐Ÿ™ I pray you become aware of the great purpose over your life, you will make it far in life, and I hope I get to see it and be part of it! So proud of you and your accomplishments Frederick โœจ
  • Wow, talk about multi talents, you got it! Your self-portrait is so beautiful, and every line and move of your pencil comes with self-appreciation. I love story telling too.
  • What a gorgeous cozy Art vlog ๐Ÿ˜Š that's super amazing my friend ๐Ÿ’ฏ Excellent work ๐Ÿ‘ Bravo ๐Ÿ‘
  • @detailsbyher.
    I loved this, you are truly an artist and story teller.
  • @Dusica.
    How you make everything so magical, I am speechless. I loooove the storyteller in you. "A wildflower exudes and embraces life in all its turbulent phases, and its beauty derives from that not its appearance." ๐Ÿ’ I admire your bravery to speak up about things that matter to you. I appreciate you so much Frederike, I want you to know that your videos breath in and breathe out and are so inspirational, they matter, you matter, as a person as an artist as a storyteller and..well a lot more! Do not let anything change the true, that you are so beautiful, inside and out. I know I'd been off for a while but I'll always be here following your journey, as someone who loves art in al shapes and forms. Honestly I have to keep these comments shorter ๐Ÿ˜ 8:33 ๐Ÿ˜ Sending you my love.
  • @thatplace1
    Endearing story about beauty and pretty. Love the comparison to flowers. Thought provoking video. We are who we are and we are beautiful. Awesome concept. Thanks, cheers and like
  • What a wonderful video my friend well done See you again stay safe and healthy always ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•
  • @simpleidea563
    Amazing and very beautiful art painting So lovely video Cute dog friend ๐Ÿ–ผ๐ŸŽจ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘
  • Your videos have a very magical and unique atmosphere. I feel very happy and peaceful when I watch your videos โ˜บ๏ธโค๏ธ